finished drivers ed, 4 driving hours left, bought a jeep, so it's almost license time. school's okay-- psychology is pretty interesting but so far it's kinda a joke, chemistry is fun because my bf is my teacher, history is wicked boring, and gym sucks.

work isn't the greatest, I'm back to doing every Thursday, Friday, Saturday night.. lastnight was really busy I didn't get home til about 11:30, I made $76 in tips but I don't know if it was even worth it, the night was so crappy. If I didn't love money so much, I'd definately quit there. I like most of the people a whole lot, but sometimes just those couple people can ruin your night. like the one waitress that is a lazy piece of shit and only thinks of herself ...

I've been trying to see my favorite "friend" mattyhowland as much as possible between school and work and between his school and work, but I get homework and I get really tired and I work weekends and it just isn't fair and I love him so much, and he's such a cutie pie, and and and he's very adorable, and he's my favoritest in the world. mhmm.

I guess that's all,

Okay, so that isn't exactly MY jeep, it's Matt's jeep. But whatever. I might be buying my brother's old jeep from him soon though. Then I'll have my own jeep. Mine would be a tad older than that one though,  But I have two regular classes of drivers ed left and then the final next saturday! Then it's just driving hours left until I get my license! YAY.

School started Wednesday, my classes are okay. Chemisty with Rozen, Psychology with Googins, Gym, and American Studies II with Kavka. Not so bad, but I'm sure I'll be saying differently once we really get into writing papers and just having alot more work, hah. I've been hanging out with my good pal Maaatty How even though I'm a full time student now. And we both work!  But it's been reeeeaaally super. <3

I have to go check on my muffins now, that's about all I had to say anyways! Nothing else going on.

My new Jeep,
Love you matthew paul howland.

Currently Playing My Town By Montgomery Gentry see related

- If You Ever Stop Loving Me

DESCRIBE / TELL—
[three words that sum you up]: fabulous, incredible, amazing.
[jewelry worn daily]: a necklace my uncle gave me for my 16th birthday, and maybe some earrings.
[wallet]: um, I keep my money in my bank book...
[coffee]: no, thx.
[shoes]: I just LOVE shoes.
[cologne/perfume]: soap, lotion, or deoderant are my scents..
[clothing you have on]: vertically striped pajama shorts and a horizontally striped t-shirt, haha. so sick..I know...

—MIXED QUESTIONS—
[wishing]: I was a ventriloquist
[after this]: probably playing games online...
[talking to]: no one, I'm all alone!
[eating]: nothing now, I had 2 doughnuts for breakfast a little while ago.
[fetishes]: I LOVE FEET AND EAR HAIR.
[some favorite movies]: office space, the green mile, 16 candles, I saw anchorman once but I thought that was so funny...
[something you're looking forward to]: starting drivers ed soon, I know it's boring but I'm looking forward to it starting so I'll be closer to getting my license!
[last thing you ate]: doughnuts, the white powdered kind from hostess. YUM
[something you’re afraid of]: well, I don't like when people point a gun at me, even if it is "fake".
[if you could have any animal as a pet]: my 3 cats are all I need
[cities you wouldn’t mind moving too]: don't wanna live in the city, sorry.[some favorite foods]: I love mexican food, yes I do!! and I love lays mesquite bbq kettle cooked chips, and I'd like a small reeses ice cream with peanut butter sauce in a dish please, THANK YOU.
[something -or someone- you wish you could understand better]: I want to understand people in general and why they do the things they do, why the react to certain things certain ways.
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time]: if I missed anyone so much, I'd just go see them, so that would be a NO.

—DO YOU—
[like candles]: hehe, yes! but in a innocent, non-pyro way of course..
[like company]: most of the time yes, I'm home alone right now and I DO NOT EVEN LIKE IT.
[believe in soul mates]: who knows
[believe in love at first sight]: not really
[believe in forgiveness]: of course
[want to get married]: give me a little while,
[want to have kids]: maybe when I'm older I'll change my mind but as of now, I do not like kids that much. just not my style, sorry...
[ever want to adopt kids]: well since pregnancy is disgusting, if I wanted one of those little things I'd probably adopt...

—IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...—
[cried]: no, I tried to though. DRY/UNCOMFORTABLE eyes, not fun.
[bought something]: yes! dinner at carmens lastnight!!
[gotten sick]: no thank you! it was a close call though, a sneeze and a stuffy nose for a minute had me fooled.
[sang]: sang along with a song, sure!
[eaten]: oh boy, yes I have!
[been kissed]:
[felt stupid]: nope
[wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't]: nope, I totally said it,
[talked to an ex]: nope
[talked to someone you have a crush on]: yes!!@$~!$
[had a serious talk]: yes
[missed someone]: uh, nope.
[hugged someone]: it's possible..
[argued with a parent(s)]: nope, can't say I have.
[dreamt about someone you can't be with]: wtf, NO. I DON'T MISS ANYONE AND I DON'T DAYDREAM ABOUT SOMEONE THAT I CAN'T BE WITH... SORRY.

—SOCIAL LIFE—
[best girl friend(s)]: Johanna and Kimmy, yeah I guess that's all huh
[best guy friend(s)]: matthew?
[boyfriend/girlfriend]: I guess you could say that....
[hobbies]: none worth listing.
[pager/cell]: I love my cell phone with all my heart and all of my soul, I do.
[are the you the center of attention or a wallflower]: I guess I'm in the middle, depends on who I'm around.
[car you drive]: none.......
[would you rather be with friends or on a date]: on a friendly date? huh?
[job]: I'm a busser at the Bistro in Hanson, good food. You should try it sometime.....
[attend church]: not my style.
[like being around people]: yes, I do, as long as it's people I like of course

—PERSONAL—
[who is your role model]: I don't have one.
[pet peeves]: When people say they could care less and they're trying to prove how much they don't care, so wouldn't that be you couldn't care less? Yeah. When my brother goes pee and doesn't flush. And um, idk, get back to you with that later.
[ever liked someone you can't be with]: not really..
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you]: if I say yes, does that make me a bad person??
[cried over the opposite sex]: yeah, so shut up.
[your favorite physical appearance]: probably my chin, it's just the best looking chin out there....
[are you happy with yourself]: I could go for some minor improvements, but overall, yeah I guess so..
[what plans do you have for the future]: moving out of massachusetts to somewhere not yet decided, with my cowboy.
[who do you really hate]: no one
[who's your most trustworthy family member]: my mom has a big mouth so probably not her, haha. but I can tell her stuff, and both of my older sisters.

I guess that's the end of that survey .. HOW BIZARRE.

Summer's almost over.
I start Driver's Ed. August 23rd at South Shore Driving Place, near the post office in Hanson, Who's with me?
I'm bored.
Don't have alot to say.